Going Under by Going Over

I feel weird today. For some reason over the past week I've been feeling like something bad is about to happen. Something very bad. It might be the weather, I don't know. Anyways, I think I might start typing my book again, I feel like it, so why not? The only problem is...I don't know how to word what I want to be said. It sucks...big time. Plus I'm starting to get some real good ideas for other good books, and when that happens I can't stop myself from typing the first two chapters of said book. I'm seeming to manage though. I read this one comic today called Pearls Before Swine. It's hilarious. The cartoonist who originally came up with the strip was actually a former lawyer that quit his job to make people laugh. Now no one can say lawyers don't have their own personalities! Scott, Kendra, and I went to the mall today. I know no regular teenager would say this, let alone think it, but I hate the mall. Here's three good reasons why, ready?
1. Too much people.
2. Too much noise.
3. Weird smells.
When I told Scott this he just looked at me funny and told me I needed to live it up. I don't consider going to a smelly mall all the time living it up. I'm gonna live it up when I have money. That's gonna be after I graduate from high school. I'm taking a two year vacation to do all the stuff I've always wanted to do before I go to college. I think going to college as soon as I'm done with high school would be stupid. Why not take a little break first?
Megan is having a tough time right now, her and Kristina got into a spat. A big one. I called her but she was at Chuck E. Cheese with her folks...I'm worried. You know what's weird? Ever since that Sunday night when I told Megan that Scott likes her I've felt like our relationship is...different. Like I've been pushed away a little. I don't know what it is. I know she might read this, but I don't care. This is the one place I can type down my thoughts and not offend or confuse anyone directly...I think.