R.I.P Saxson...

I didn't know Saxson very well...but what i did know about him was that he was loved. Loved by my friends and their friends. My philosophy is...my friends' friend is my friend. Saxson, i know you aren't alive...but we all miss you...even the people who didn't know you. I pray that God helped you find your way to heaven before you died...I would love to meet you up there one day...

Inspired!

My mom, dad, and the Lord have given me the most awesome revelation today! They have given me a revelation of creativity. I was sitting in 7th period when it happened, i just started writing poems that were based off of characters that had been running around in my head forever. First there was Graey(Gray), then came Skiey(Sky), and then Grul(Gruhl). These characters were inspired by many different things in my life, some from substitute teacher in fourth grade, Mr. Gray. Some from spiderman 3. (Stop laughing). Then some from my own book i had been writing earlier in the year. These characters stopped me in my tracks; they were so much better detailed than those of my previous book. I consulted my mom and dad and they both said that I didn't have to write one book at a time, I could write at least three at a time. My dad also said that if I ever get another character idea, then write it down, for it could come in handy. If you really want to know more about these characters i mentioned, then just stop me when you see me and ask about them...but if you dont want to know...i'll tell you anyway. Be careful Scott and Megan! I'll be telling you guys first! Muhahahahahahaha!!!

I finally figured it out!

I finally got it figured! I finally found out how I'm going to pull off my two year vacation! As soon as I'm old enough to get a job I'm going to get one and rack up the money. I know what you're thinking right now. You're thinking, "How will he do that when he has to pay for his own car and insurance, and what about his cell phone?" Well, I won't have my own car, I'll use my dad's. The cell phone problem can be fixed easily, I won't have one, simple as that. I don't have one now, so why would I get one in the future? I'd just become addicted to texting like the rest of you slaves to electricity. (That's what I like to call people with cell phones. haha) That knocks off half of my expenses, which leaves more money for me =) . Whenever I graduate from high school I'll buy a car 3 or 4 weeks in advance with cash, not a loan. I'll do that so I won't have to pay a monthly bill when I start traveling. That would be a real hassel. With that out of the way, I could save at least $2,000...woohoo! After that, with money enough for at least half a year of traveling around in my pocket, I would say bye-bye to my family and hit the road. With that half-a-year's worth of money in my pocket, I'll use it to spend at least a week in hotels around the U.S. When my money starts thinning I'll go around and do odd jobs to get some money. If I run out of enough money to pay for hotels then I'll sleep in my car. After those two years, I'll come back and, if my mom and dad permit me, stay with them until I get back on my feet. Once I have enough money I'll get an apartment and either use a scholarship, (If I ever get one.) Use grant money, (If I ever get one.) or save up enough money to pay for college myself. I pray to the Lord that this will happen, I DO NOT want to end up in the same pit my brother has made. I won't mention his name for...reasons. But I want to thank my dad and my brother for helping me create this wonderful dream they have inspired me to dream. Thanks guys, you're forever in my heart. If anyone has any thoughts or ideas on how else that would make this easier or better for me, leave a comment or email me at wolfspeak@insightbb.com
Thanks!

Going Under by Going Over

I feel weird today. For some reason over the past week I've been feeling like something bad is about to happen. Something very bad. It might be the weather, I don't know. Anyways, I think I might start typing my book again, I feel like it, so why not? The only problem is...I don't know how to word what I want to be said. It sucks...big time. Plus I'm starting to get some real good ideas for other good books, and when that happens I can't stop myself from typing the first two chapters of said book. I'm seeming to manage though. I read this one comic today called Pearls Before Swine. It's hilarious. The cartoonist who originally came up with the strip was actually a former lawyer that quit his job to make people laugh. Now no one can say lawyers don't have their own personalities! Scott, Kendra, and I went to the mall today. I know no regular teenager would say this, let alone think it, but I hate the mall. Here's three good reasons why, ready?
1. Too much people.
2. Too much noise.
3. Weird smells.
When I told Scott this he just looked at me funny and told me I needed to live it up. I don't consider going to a smelly mall all the time living it up. I'm gonna live it up when I have money. That's gonna be after I graduate from high school. I'm taking a two year vacation to do all the stuff I've always wanted to do before I go to college. I think going to college as soon as I'm done with high school would be stupid. Why not take a little break first?
Megan is having a tough time right now, her and Kristina got into a spat. A big one. I called her but she was at Chuck E. Cheese with her folks...I'm worried. You know what's weird? Ever since that Sunday night when I told Megan that Scott likes her I've felt like our relationship is...different. Like I've been pushed away a little. I don't know what it is. I know she might read this, but I don't care. This is the one place I can type down my thoughts and not offend or confuse anyone directly...I think.

It's been a while...

Hey. Like I said...it's been a while. A lot of things have happened since I wrote on here lase time. First of all, and ice storm hit E-ville. (Yes, that's what I call Evansville...it is EVIL!!) We skipped a whole week of school because of it. The trees looked so beautiful...I was stuck inside though...FOR 5 DAYS!! It sucked...big time. I have also created a new art style I like to call Trabstract. A mix between Tribal and Abstract. Everyone I've showed my new art style to says one thing...tattoo. Right now my dad is trying to find a Christian Tattoo artist to buy my designs...I can't wait until he finds one! I've also been really mello today. I don't know what it is...I was sick today. I had an extreme case of the dizzies. Whenever I woud stand up my head throbbed and my eyes felt like they were being gouged out. Then after I got better, I got really mello. I don't know why. Well, until next time!