Is too busy getting pushed away to care

Well...Scott has officially shut me out. I don't even know what's going on with him anymore. I think it is now safe to say that i only have two more people in the world whom i can tell the crazy things i experience....my mom...and my dad. sad isnt it?
my best friend just built a giant wall around himself in under a week. i'm not sure how big this wall is....but i'm pretty sure it at least scrapes the universe. I guess that's a wanderer's life....a lonely one it must be.
i remember when i was younger i used to think that walking around the world all by myself would be great fun....but then i grew up and realized something....having a best friend is better. maybe this is why God had me meet Kristine...