Worried Sick

You know the expression "Worried Sick"? Well...that's what I am...right now Scott is changing...for worse. Ever since he met Megan it's like his whole life revolves around her. I called him up tonight and told him not to get too stressed over a girl...it's definitely not healthy...physically or spiritually. I also told him that no one likes being around him when he's like this. Me and Kendra have tried many times to cheer him up...but nothing has worked. I remember watching this one movie when I was little and it was about this guy who was so depressed...and his two closest friends tried to cheer him up but nothing worked. I always used to wonder why that guy didn't just get happy. But now I know why...i feel like me and Kendra are those two other dudes. I guess holly wood is more true to the reactions of Human Beings than I thought...unfortunately.

On a happy point...my family and I went to Land between the Lakes today. We saw some bison and elk! If I die before Jesus returns I want to be cremated and sprinkled in three areas. One part of me in a river that flows into the sea, one part of me in the earth in Garden of the Gods, and one part of me sprinkled into the air. I would hate to be put into the ground as a corpse. How unsanitary. Who wants to be worm fodder anyway?