The White Flag...I'm Giving Up!

Well...i've decided to give up on trying to get back into Scott and Megan's circle. I've tried so many times now to become as close to them as i was those four years i knew them before they met each other...but nothing has worked. It's just so hard because i dont understand what's going on anymore with either of them. Why is Scott so depressed? I don't know. What's going on with Megan? I don't know. I don't know because no one tells me anything anymore. Do you know how much that sucks...how much that hurts?