Recharge and Gut Spillage

We all need a recharge. WHO WANTS A RECHARGE! I know I do. Scott and Megan have been having some difficulties...but they're not really discussing them with me...I want to help but I don't want to invade their private space. Scott created a bond with Megan in under 3 weeks. It took me more than 3 years to make that same bond with Megan. But I can understand that...some people are just...made for each other. I want to say something to Megan though...Megan...God is coming after you....and he wants you back.

I will know presume to spill my guts all over this blog.
I feel disconnected...not from God, but from my friends...they barely call me anymore. I actually have to keep sending them emails over and over until they reply. Plus...it seems as if i have been cut off spiritually from them. I want to see them and pray with them...but every time I try and meet with them and pray with them they get all loopy and cut the holy spirit off. Guys...I don't know if you read this really...but if you do...please...i beg you...please don't cut me off completely...you guys are the only two close friends I have...I can't lose either one of you. You both know who you are...I'm pretty sure. If you don't read this then I will call you and get you to read it...I would tell you in person...but I had to spill my guts now...I have been holding it in for far too long.